Day 3

Bad. Things are starting to be very bad. First of, so far in this experiment Ive consumed 16 grams of piracetam in capsule form. Thus far Ive thrown up 3 times, and had 2 emotional breakdowns. Never seen reactions like this in any of the literature so im thinking it’s other problems. So it would appear that I need to disect the situation and determine the root of the problem.

Drugs Taken in the last 2 weeks

• kratom (7-hydroxy-mitragynine most active component)
• Marijuana (THC)
• Lysergic Acid Amides (LA-111)

• Other ergoline compounds present in Rivea Corymbosa
• Piracetam (of course)

A modest list, not too much. None of the above mentioned drugs have ever been considered strong agonists for depresion, and anger. Ive also never had this reaction to any of the above mentioned. The only thing new in the chemical reigeme is Piracetam so it’s obviously under suspicion. The only drugs that have been combined with the Piracetam is Kratom and THC. When I smoked a blunt of heavy indica street-weed last night I ended up puking and the combined effects from the Piracetam gave a very clear high compared to the stoney stupid effect that this particular batch normally provides. When I was getting sick and on the combination I felt like I was comin up on a very weird LSA trip. Ive never had this effect from weed, it was incredible. My sense of balence was completely shot, I could barely walk, and eveything was just so complex and weird it was dificult to handle. I ended up just crawling into another bedroom and sleeping it off……..mostly.

I awoke the next day (being today) and took 3g of piracetam my new daily dose after the 6g attack doses I was doing. I then drove to school and had the worst day in a long time. I was pissed off the entire time, I didn’t want to be there and everyone was fuckin with me. I finally chewed out a few people and then was asked to leave. I then came home and had a fight with my mom which is something I rarely do. A strong possibility that it could be the residuals from the previous nights bizarre incident.

Further supporting evidence: After the fight with my mom, I smoked a little bit to calm down and im not getting that trippy feeling I was last night. So a lower dose + smoking = normal effects. I would however say that piracetam detracts from the smoking experience significantly.

My current theory is that the problem isn’t the piracetam. I believe that it was the eventuality of alot of other crap that im going through right now. Right now im basically losing half my friends and choosing to seperate from the other half. Which is alright I enjoy being alone alot more than being with other people these days. Hopefully after I do infact lose all my friends the piracetam won’t interact with my mood any if it is in fact the piracetam that is causing this reaction. Hopefully all of this crap will be sorted out soon and I can continue the experiment in peace.

I would continue this experiment without the smoke if I could, but as I have it I will smoke it due to it’s one of those “It’s just that good” drugs. If I can get rid of it I think that ill continue on with just the chemicals listed in that list.

The current plan is to maintain a 3g dose of piracetam every day 3 times a day until the end of the experiment. I will only smoke to go to sleep and will be very strict about this. Hopefully things will even out a little bit and I will be able to continue the experiment in peace.

Choline, Hydergine FAS both arrived today. the beginning of a more intense phase of this experiment. Hopefully these new additions of the chemical schedule. I will now be adding 4.5 mg of hydergine, 250mg choline, 3g piracetam.

• 5:38 – 4.5mg hydergine, 250mg choline, 3g piracetam
• 6:01 – 4.5mg hydergine (I dunno, I just felt like it)
• 6:43 – Definately feel very different from a normal piracetam exerience, Im feeling waves of happiness and euphoria. Im enjoying things, and just bouncing around the room all smiling. Interesting reaction however not completely suprising. Hydergine has been known to have potent anti-depressant qualities. Definately feel a good strong bit of energy, and focus. Clarity is ampted up, and I do feel better than I did earlier today. Hopefully the new combination will prove better than the piracetam alone.
• 7:42 – Absolutely no desire for conversation at all. No need. I have a clear mind, no need to cloud it with other peoples crap. I think ive finally found the solution to my persistant loneliness issue.
• 11:00 – This is absolutely amazing. This drug combination is incredible I never have felt a strong clarity like this before. Definately potent. It’s incredible. I will definately be doing this same doseage of 9mg of hydergine + 3g Piracetam + 250mg from now on throughout the experiment.