Day 8

• 6:30 – Woke-up
• 6:45 – 4.5mg Hydergine + 3g Piracetam + 500mg CDP Choline + 1 tablespoon of Emetrol
• 6:47 – Consumed: Apple + bread

Day experienced with noticeable increased clarity, focus, and motivation. Negative effects include verbal difficulties, sentence formulation and slight cerebral discomfort.

• 12:45 – 4.5mg Hydergine to assess it’s effects on sleep.

Rest of the day until 7:30 was spent in stimulated focus with strong urge to work and get things done. I took all of my boxes of computer parts and reorganized them. Prepared for a spray painting job I’m doing on my computers by taking all the monitors down, and then taping them for spray.

I feel that I now need to move on in this experiment to trials with new chemicals. I believe that I can say that because the chemicals currently in use are some of the most common and most highly documented of all the smart drugs. We’re spooning baby food when we could be chewing steak. The next round of chemicals will be one of the most dangerous additions Dexedrine. I will also be testing Nicergoline as a substitute for Hydergine to bypass the previous side-effects.

Day 7

Well it’s actually day 8 that I put these thoughts to bytes for a very good reason. Day 7 was a fairly hectic day of which began with a mad dash out the door unable to prepare the daily reigme of Piracetam + Hydergine + CDP Choline. In stead I only made it out the door with 3 Hydergines and 4 cholines (for a friend). I arrived at school loaded on caffine and then preceded to pop 4.5mg Hydergine + 500mg CDP choline. (Im upping the doseage of the choline to see if there is a noticeable effect from the supplement.)  My friend that we’ll call J took 4.5mg Hydergine, and 500mg Choline. She reported experincing a “good feeling” and focus. She also added that her perception was near the level of clairity as the prelude to an LSD-25 experience. Then she went home and threw up. This now proves  the source of the wetware difficulties are the hydergine. 3 people have now tested it at 4.5 and 9mg doses, all experiencing the same effects. M ake no mistake people this isn’t going to be a smooth ride. There’s going to be alot more physical draw backs of  these chemicals than the pharmacutical  and drug communities would like you to think.  Everyone’s got an agenda.

Ive begun to notice an fairly noticeable increase in perceptual clairity. I believe that these chemicals are having more of an effect on me than I anticipated.

Day 6

Well here it is Monday morning on the 6th day of the experiment. The log wasn’t maintained during the weekend due to some of my illegal escapades being featured as the top story of the local newspaper so that caused quite the stir. During the weekend I stepped down the chemical intake due to wetware difficulties of the previous week. This morning the experiment was re-realized and 4.5mg hydergine + 3g piracetam was consumed as usual

• 7:30 – 4.5mg Hydergine + 3g piracetam + 250mg CDP choline
• 9:00 – Feeling anti-social, lack of desire to talk to others and no desire to put up a fight with anyone. I simply feel that conversation isn’t really useful and has no real point.
• 10:00 – Worked all morning without break until I finished a class.
• 11:00 – Finished another class, Strong desire to work but not talk.

Alright here it is end of the day. The entire day was spent in a mild focused stimulation. No matter how much THC was consumed focus and clarity remain. This is a definite difference from my normal state which most people that know me an attest to. The addition of the Hydergine has definitely been the most drastically effective chemical in this experiment thus far. However, the wetware drawbacks of this chemical are a painful reminder that there are 2 sides to every coin.

I’m going to take a moment here to talk about the meaning of this experiment. I am doing this experiment together with this blog in order to provide a through documentation base of the full effects of these commonly used chemicals to the public. I do not suggest using these chemicals in any way. In fact there are many chemicals on this list that I am personally worried about including in this experiment due to their dangerous and sometimes dangerous side effects.

Day 4

Worse. Things are starting to get worse, wetware aint doing so hot. The side that I expected to be just fine. I threw up 3 times in the shower this morning. Im attributing that to the 9mg of hydergine that I took the previous night.

• 1:50    -    took 4.5mg hydergine + 3g piracetam + 250mg CDP choline +  500mg nucifrine
• 2:00    -   experiment continues, Increased clarity, increased energy, euphoria
• 3:15    -    aceroline (oral via the crushed nut of the betal tree)
• 4:06   -    sedative and euphoric feelings reminicient of those provided by 7-OHM (possibly due to the nucifrine)
• 4:26   -   nucifrine kicking my ass, totally owned. Very clear minded and stimulated, but the narcotic properties of the nucifrine have rendered the brain useless. Regret the nucifrine due to the experiment but after the week I just had, a little narcotics are good for the soul.
• 11:00 -  7-hydroxy-mitragynine
• 12:00 -  passed out.

Day 3

Bad. Things are starting to be very bad. First of, so far in this experiment Ive consumed 16 grams of piracetam in capsule form. Thus far Ive thrown up 3 times, and had 2 emotional breakdowns. Never seen reactions like this in any of the literature so im thinking it’s other problems. So it would appear that I need to disect the situation and determine the root of the problem.

Drugs Taken in the last 2 weeks

• kratom (7-hydroxy-mitragynine most active component)
• Marijuana (THC)
• Lysergic Acid Amides (LA-111)

• Other ergoline compounds present in Rivea Corymbosa
• Piracetam (of course)

A modest list, not too much. None of the above mentioned drugs have ever been considered strong agonists for depresion, and anger. Ive also never had this reaction to any of the above mentioned. The only thing new in the chemical reigeme is Piracetam so it’s obviously under suspicion. The only drugs that have been combined with the Piracetam is Kratom and THC. When I smoked a blunt of heavy indica street-weed last night I ended up puking and the combined effects from the Piracetam gave a very clear high compared to the stoney stupid effect that this particular batch normally provides. When I was getting sick and on the combination I felt like I was comin up on a very weird LSA trip. Ive never had this effect from weed, it was incredible. My sense of balence was completely shot, I could barely walk, and eveything was just so complex and weird it was dificult to handle. I ended up just crawling into another bedroom and sleeping it off……..mostly.

I awoke the next day (being today) and took 3g of piracetam my new daily dose after the 6g attack doses I was doing. I then drove to school and had the worst day in a long time. I was pissed off the entire time, I didn’t want to be there and everyone was fuckin with me. I finally chewed out a few people and then was asked to leave. I then came home and had a fight with my mom which is something I rarely do. A strong possibility that it could be the residuals from the previous nights bizarre incident.

Further supporting evidence: After the fight with my mom, I smoked a little bit to calm down and im not getting that trippy feeling I was last night. So a lower dose + smoking = normal effects. I would however say that piracetam detracts from the smoking experience significantly.

My current theory is that the problem isn’t the piracetam. I believe that it was the eventuality of alot of other crap that im going through right now. Right now im basically losing half my friends and choosing to seperate from the other half. Which is alright I enjoy being alone alot more than being with other people these days. Hopefully after I do infact lose all my friends the piracetam won’t interact with my mood any if it is in fact the piracetam that is causing this reaction. Hopefully all of this crap will be sorted out soon and I can continue the experiment in peace.

I would continue this experiment without the smoke if I could, but as I have it I will smoke it due to it’s one of those “It’s just that good” drugs. If I can get rid of it I think that ill continue on with just the chemicals listed in that list.

The current plan is to maintain a 3g dose of piracetam every day 3 times a day until the end of the experiment. I will only smoke to go to sleep and will be very strict about this. Hopefully things will even out a little bit and I will be able to continue the experiment in peace.

Choline, Hydergine FAS both arrived today. the beginning of a more intense phase of this experiment. Hopefully these new additions of the chemical schedule. I will now be adding 4.5 mg of hydergine, 250mg choline, 3g piracetam.

• 5:38 – 4.5mg hydergine, 250mg choline, 3g piracetam
• 6:01 – 4.5mg hydergine (I dunno, I just felt like it)
• 6:43 – Definately feel very different from a normal piracetam exerience, Im feeling waves of happiness and euphoria. Im enjoying things, and just bouncing around the room all smiling. Interesting reaction however not completely suprising. Hydergine has been known to have potent anti-depressant qualities. Definately feel a good strong bit of energy, and focus. Clarity is ampted up, and I do feel better than I did earlier today. Hopefully the new combination will prove better than the piracetam alone.
• 7:42 – Absolutely no desire for conversation at all. No need. I have a clear mind, no need to cloud it with other peoples crap. I think ive finally found the solution to my persistant loneliness issue.
• 11:00 – This is absolutely amazing. This drug combination is incredible I never have felt a strong clarity like this before. Definately potent. It’s incredible. I will definately be doing this same doseage of 9mg of hydergine + 3g Piracetam + 250mg from now on throughout the experiment.

Day 2

Well here I am at school, it’s 11 so obviously I havn’t done anything stupid or insane from the chemicals to get thrown out of school. I think things are going well, I generally notice a higher level of desire to write, and not as much of a desire to hold conversation with these intellectually devoid pill poppers, tweakers, stoners, sluts, whores, losers and bitches I go to “school” with. I notice while under the influence of this chemical it’s easier to rationalize with my self the logic of fighting with the controlists that somehow were bestowed the title of “teacher”. Normally when one of these insects tells me to do something, or stop doing something I tear them apart, insult them, and generally get very personal with my attacks. This might seem a bit extreme but for anyone that truely knows me this is normal and would simply be passed off as “Thats Ghost”.

• 7:25 am – 6g Taken
• 8:00-8:15 – Strange feelings of perception (enhanced) much like that of the rising feelings of an ergoline compound.
• 9:00 – Feel normal, a little more focused, clearer, speedy, and have a lower tolerance for those around me yet the desire for aggressive behavior is minimal.
• 10:00 – Have a desire to work on school work but better options come up. Such actions as pulling previous assignments from former students from the school file server, modifying them slighly and turning them in as my own. A good system but allowed me to spend most of the day setting up this “blog” thing.
• 11:52 – Well Im about out of school still feel clearer, more focused, and generally feeling better. Stupid people still suck as they always have but hey, what’re you really going to do about that? (Not a fsckin thing)
• 1:07 – 6g piracetam taken + Kratom (2g)
• 6:51 – Strong sense of clairity, Strong modivation to do work. General sense of enhanced perception. I feel a strong sensation in the back of my head, behind my eyes, and the temples. I also feel sedated due to a single hit of marijuana was used to ease an emotionally challenging situation.
• 10:00     -     Smoked Fat Blunt of heavy indica street-weed.
• 10:10     -     Throwing up majorly, feel very strange like a very strange sativa high mixed with a psychedellic feeling. Definately not enjoyable
• 10:15     -     Stumble everywhere, definately a drug interaction with the piracetam because I feel the previous piracetam effects drasticaly amplified andi influencing the high.
• 10:20     -     Smoke more to try to sedate my self to sleep to try to get out of the feeling that im getting from this interaction.
• 10:40    -      I feel horrible – go to sleep

This being the end of my post here I believe that it’s important that I demonstrate my feelings on blogging. I am a hacker(cracker) whatever your ignorant mind believes you have the right to catagorize me as. The fact that I am a hacker gives you an idea as to the type of tinted glasses that I look at the world through, so bearing that in mind the following is my rant on blogging.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL YOU PEOPLE!?!?!?!ONEONEoneoneone A large majority of the networked population is obsessed with integrating their lives with social networking sites, podcasting, blogs, and networked messaging. Complete documentation of a users life, interactions, friends, schedules, actions, names, phone numbers, pictures, video, audio. It’s a dream, a complete dream, people like me couldn’t ask for more. With the information that idiots like you post everyday we can formulate wordlists to brute force accounts or already aquired hashes. We can design social engineering schemes for attacks on your friends, family, employers, medical facilities, school systems, financial institutions, even against you your self. Remember those password recovery questions? Those annoying questions that ask you what your mothers maiden name is, or your family pet, now think about how many times you’ve filled in those questions. Do you really think that it would be difficult for people like us to take all the public domain information that you’ve published and use that to break into….your entire life? Scary eh? Trust me, it’s more scary than you realize.

Day 1

Date 8/22/06
Central Time 2:56 PM

Piracetam 700gm from BulkNutrition.com arrives
Purity in question

State of Mind – Stoned from Heavy Indica street-weed, (potency medium)

2:58 PM Opening the Can

Fine white crystaline powder, shines like snow. Smells like a lemon like candy and tastes like chemical.

State of Mind – Stoned for another hour or so taking a test reaction dose of 500Mg

3:05    -    500Mg digested + Water Semi-Empty Stomach with a very fast matabolism

4:10    -       Feeling of wakefulness, Eyelid Twiching
5:14    -       After hours no problems with piracetam.

5:15    -       2.5g Taken
6:33    -       1g Taken (more focus and clairity)

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The general experience for the first night on a commulative dose of 3g of piracetam + residuals from THC & Kratom taken that morning and THC at lunchtime (only way I can force my self to eat something these days) was mild as I expected. The doseage was 100mg above recommended doseage so Im still in the safety ballpark. Clarity, focus, happiness, and cognative functions slighly increased but barely noticeable. Eye discomfort as described in the literature was experienced along with strange head-space feelings and some strange body-space sensations and perceptions. The first night on Piracetam wasn’t meant to be a baseline test only a reaction test. I wanted to know my reaction to this chemical before I used it in public. The first night was a success nothing went wrong. I definately feel better than I did the days before.

The Beginning

Hello this is the beginning of my “Smart Drug Blog”. This blog is devoted to my experiences with nootropic and performance enhancing chemicals. The objective of this experiment is to investigate the effect of nootropic chemicals, SNS/CNS stimulants, and vitamins on the effectivity of increasing the capacities of the human mind and enhancing life.

From previous experiments conducted on these chemicalsthere are many possibilities as to what will happen. Many reports show no effect at all, at least no noticeable effect. Some, however; show a drastic difference in cognitive functiontionality and clarity.

The current literature relating to this class of psychopharmacuticals doesn’t show any physical or mental drawbacks from most of the chemicals that are going to be used in this experiment. Although the simple fact that the literature was written by a biased researcher puts validity of health-related or side-effect claims/”results” under review.

My prediction from this experiment is the following.

Because of my unusually high tolerance to psychoactive chemicals I believe that most of these chemicals will have some effect but not an overal noticeable increase in functionality. I suspect that because of the Dopomine and slight serotonin reuptake inhibition my mood, happiness, and energy levels will be slighly increased but not anywhere close to ecstasy, d-9THC, 7-OHM, or amphetamine.

However the SNS/CNS stimulants are a different story. They’re not nootropics at all instead they belong to the stimulant catagory of drug. This very fact brings up many red flags and issues. People look at stimulant users with such hate and distrust because of the precident that the black dock-workers of the 20’s set. Even though most of these people have never been wronged or even seen a stimulant user they still stick to the old fashioned social stigmas set by an old and dying culture.

The facts about stimulant users are the following. More than likely, you are one. Think about it caffine, what is caffine? A potent motor/psychostimulant, thats what it is, there is no denying it or hiding the truth. When you drink coffee, coke, sobe, or whatever your taking your hit of “speed”. Just because everyone else does it regularly doesn’t change the fact that your addicted to a stimulant, and that makes you a stimulant user, which in-turn puts you in that ever-dreaded catagory of so called “drug addicts”. In the end you consume a chemical to allow you to act differently, or feel differently while you perform an action. That means that you and I are the same, where in the same boat with the same “problems”. I just choose to find my own instead of using the ones provided to me by the great diabedes dealers of america. Each chemical has to be addressed individually and the stima of it’s users has to be forumulated by the type of personality that this drug attracts, and the side-effects affect on personality, mood, and they’re actions.

For example, take tweakers who use methamphetamine in high doses. This drug creates extremes of habituation, violence, aggression. This drug not only affects your mind it affects your life. The same is present in cocaine yet in more mild negative side affects. The dangers are still there and the ability for extremes of habituation is still dangerously present.

These commonly used stimulants create a precident for all simulants. Which in the end only boils down to extremes of habiutation. Logic would then tell you psycho-stimulants create dependency. ((Further proof): nicotine)

This leads me into the final annoucement of the drugs that are going to be used in this experiment

• Piracetam
• Aniracetam
• Oxiracetam
• Choline
• Hydgerine
• Lucidril
• Modafinl
• Caffine
• 7-Hydroxy Mitragynine
• 7-Acetoxy Mitragynine
• Mitragynine
• Dextro-amphetamine
• DMAE
• Pramiracetam
• Gensing
• Selegiline
• Nicotine
• ALCAR
• Creatine
• Pyritinol
• Nicergoline
• Inositol
• Andrafinil
• DLPA
• L-phenylalanine

If Possible to Aquire

• 4-methlyaminorex
• methcathinoine
• cathinone
• cathine
• Amphetamine
• Carphedon

It’s quite a heavy list of drugs we’ve got on the menu for this experiement. So far I have purchased 1.5lbs of pure piracetam from a chemical supply company with Hydergine and choline on the way. The first experimentation with piracetam was a success here’s a log of the experiement thus far.